please give me strength to pull through this..

好想好想你。。
<3

对不起对不起。。
一切都是我不好， 一次又一次的伤了你的心。。
不要怪你自己好吗？
都是我的错。。
你真的对我很好。。
这一切都是我造成的。。
真的好在乎你。。
但我的所作所为却让你难过难受了。。
对不起。。
心好痛。。
知道比不上你的心痛。。
真的不想放开你的手。。
因为还很需要你。。
能不能不放开我？ :'(
对不起对不起。。
让你难受了。。
谢谢你的一切。。
我爱你<3

心好痛 =/

went to school for ecpj...
was half an hour late =xx
so i walked super fast ! hees.. ( leg long de =p)
worked on my backend for the whole lesson..
at first the date part got problem..
cant retrieve it as the data type is wrong..
thx albert for helping (:
had our break after ecpj..
was suppose to have IPTNET lecture but i skipped..
hehes...
walked around aimlessly..
felt quite loss and insecure..
somehow i had the feeling that i'm very out of place ://
真的好无助。。
好希望得到安慰。。
met up with jie mei for awhile..
dardar reached sch shortly after tat..
we went to have our lunch at koufu and headed to b.comm lesson..
ate ice cream n fries at bedok mac after sch..
yum yum!
dardar send me home next :D
fell asleep after having dinner..
waa..sure super round le =x
*真的在乎你们的一切*

真的不想要这样 :'(

对不起 对不起。。

知道让你难过难受了。。

真的会把坏习惯改掉。。

会主动问，会做到的。。

会证明与让你相信。。

Loves <3

Nypco Beautiful Sunday Concert at esplanade!^^

Sheng Suona ! (:


liting, me, yueling and lao fuo ye ! <3>

ShengSuona girls! :D (huiyi, shiying, yu min, me andf jamie)





Sheng girls! :D


cheryl, me, kai vern, jie mei :))

me, jia wen and ziwei

jie mei and me !(:

us !! :D

Cheryl,me, liting, ziwei and kai vern :D

Today is the day ! :DD

went to yueling house to stay over the day before with hui yi and liting..

had a great time with them !<33>

woke up at 5 am tis morning to get ourselves prepared..

cheryl came around 6 am to help us on our makeup..

hehes..chionged and cabbed to sch next as we were running late...

helped to check on the instruments to bring/load and changed batteries for the music stand light while waiting for the buses to arrive..

set off to esplanade around 8.15 am..

got ourselves ready for the sound check and rehearsal upon reaching..

had our lunch break after the rehearsal...

ate with cheryl , jie mei and kai vern ^^

went back to our changing room to slack while waiting for the time to get ready..

wa..the backstage is really big till i keep getting lost and dun noe the way back to our room =xx (no skill )

the concert start at 3.00pm and ended at 4.00pm...

alot alot people !! was super nervous...

felt really guilty as i didnt get to play my parts for the songs well :((

thanks to those who consoled me..wo mei shi le! :D

packed our stuffs and instrument and we bused back to sch after the concert ended..

Thanks alot to those who came and support !! (delia and gang) :DD

sorry cant meet u all cos need to go back nyp..

meet up soon k ! hehes..

Although gao sheng nv perform up to wad we expect ,

it was a great experience and concert !

enjoyed myself alot..

jia you for next concert k! wo men xing de :DD

love nypco ! (:

meet up with dardar after debrief..

had dinner at astons and went home le..

loves<33

super tired ! >.<

2 more days to concert !!!

super super nervous and stress T.T
got lots of scoldings from lao shi during practice these few days :((
nvm nvm..
hope can play all the songs well..
jia you jia you jia you !!:DD

ps : Do come support NYPCO beautiful sunday concert tis sunday at esplanade k!!

Time : 3pm to 4pm
hehes (:

Loves ! :DD

好难受。。
觉得自己好没用。。
什么事都处理的不好。。
对不起。。

pain,stressed, worried, sad, guilty, helpless..
mixed feelings :'(((

Had an extra week of holiday!!
was suppose to start sch tis week but nyp extended our term break :D
although no need to attend lessons, we had lots of elearning assignments to complete ! >.<
really do till faints..
now i wish there is sch instead as we can slack more (some tutorial dun need to submit unlike elearning)
LOL..
wa...time flies..
sch is reopening on monday..
my holidays are flying away from me soon! :'((
was busy with co and projects for tis whole holiday...
had lots of co practices and project meeting sessions...
never really enjoy much !!
awwww =(((
nvm nvm...hope i can have my mood back for sch as exams are coming soon..


*jia you for concert and projects !! *



-short short post-

对不起，近来很少时间能陪你。。

超想你的！！

谢谢你的包容(:

loves dardar <3