Thursday, May 03, 2012


For a moment,
i really need a place to rant.
Thus, i'm back to my "dead" space.

Having a really heavy heart now.
as much as i'm unwilling to, i feel really depressed.
Hope is always within me throughout the years, despite getting hurt each time.
i've tried my best to improve on the relationship.
believing that things will get better if i try harder.
However for now, i'm defeated.
My hopes have vanished.
you know,
it takes two hands to clap.
so how can things be/get better if i'm the only one putting in effort?

sometimes i really wish that i have a stronger character.
so that, i am able to be the same as them, not getting affected by the situations/things between us.

heart in pain :'(

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

Thursday, September 01, 2011

Long Weekend Full of Love 

Super elated because its the first time to get to see my dearest BF for four days straight since he was enlisted in June. hehehe.
although we didn't do things or go to places that are special,
i still feel blissful being able to see his smile, hold his hands, stay in his arms 
and most importantly, to spend time with him.

went over his house to accompany him for most of the days.
slacked and watched drama/ listened to music while he pack his stuff for army.
My boy craved for lots of good food.
Thus, we made a trip to Astons and Pizza Hut for dinner on some of the days out of the four days.
BF wanted to get mooncakes for my parents.
so we headed to Bugis to "hunt" for mummy's favourite yam mooncakes too 
didn't manage to get the mooncakes at Bugis Junction though.
since we were already there, we went to shop around. 
and after much request, my dearest boy finally agreed to take neoprint with me! 

our very first neoprint together ! :D

actually kinda fail as i forget how to operate the machine.
and we ended up having similar poses for every shots too. >.<
despite this, i still love the neoprint very much!
Its my desktop wallpaper now. hehes
Thank you for giving in to me although you dislike to take pics .
Love you ♥♥♥
PS : I wanna take more next time ! *hint hint*

Some pics taken during our dinner at Pizza Hut :

Somehow dardar's skin colour really resembles the " 黑人牙膏" 
okay, evil me ~ hahaha

I look super pale here due to the sunlight.

Mushroom soup

Honey roasted wings

spot dardar's favourite curry zazzle baked rice !

my Hawaiian pizza

our usual stupid action : placing the bones back to its original position . LOL.

Time really files, dardar needs to book in on Tues (30 August 2011 ) already.
so fast can T.T
really cant bear the long weekend to be over.

 dearest love will be having his out field training for 5 days 4 nights starting from today.
which means i will not be able to receive any texts and calls from him.
:( :( :(
to my dearest boy, do press on and endure through the 5 tedious days ya?
will be giving you my support throughout.
i'm sure you can overcome and pull through everything!
 All the best for your field camp ♥

Shall end the post with my gift for him on our 2.5 years anniversary :)

-Missing you  like crazy~-

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Wed , 24 August 2011

Met up with BSC peeps ! 
had K session at Teo Heng and dinner at Katong Complex food court.
its been a long time since i last hit KTV.
i really love K sessions alot.

Anyone please Jio me out to go sing again ya ?!?!

With Vivian

Pei chuan , Zeena and me

simple and sweet day.
although we only went through 6 weeks of attachment together,
it seems like we knew each other for many many years!
Love them :)

Thurs , 25 August 2011

Accompanied Delia to straighten her hair today.
Had dim sum for lunch at Sunshine Plaza and headed off to orchard next as her appointment is at Fareast.
 happy to have my cravings satisfied.
but the service level of the dim sum shop is really cui !
super impatient aunties/workers~
kinda turn off by them.
seriously ruin our mood!

Pretty Delia with her newly done hair :)

Us  <3

had a great day with her !

Fri , 26 August 2011

Outing with Shu qi aka Lao gong !

PS Cafe Cartel for lunch !

ordered the set lunch which includes : a drink, soup, main course and dessert.


Main course.
the menu states grilled fish but end up, fried fish was served instead >.<
should have ordered the pasta if we know this is the case! 

Went to shop around Daiso after lunch. bought a pouch for my make ups and a cute pink basket to manage my stuffs! hehe.
Shu qi wanted to get tickets for her movie outing at night. Thus, we went off to the Cathay.
there is a flea market and we both bought a bag ! $.$
too nice to resist already~
slacked for a short while after she purchased her tickets.

lao gong :)

This chair is really nice as the background! love the colour ~

My face damn round here!
lao gong head so small ~


after having sufficient rest, we walked over to Bugis and continued our shopping.
trianed home around 7 pm.

on my way home, i received a random call from Hanyun as she wanted to borrow formal top from me.
accompanied her for dinner at the coffee shop around my house area.
Simin and Xueming text-ed and said they wanted to join too.
so we had a random gathering at my house!

Xue ming, hanyun , me, simin
PS : Hanyun look ghostly here =X

Four of us !

Xue ming and me.

Enjoyed my chit- chatting session with them! 

Monday, August 22, 2011

 Durian Mooncakes

Went over to Simin's house to make durian mooncakes today ! 

A brief on the process :

1) Remove seeds from durians and place them into a bowl

2) Stir and cook the fresh durian into a paste-like form 
(ensure that it is well mixed)

3) Grind vanilla sponge cake into fine crumbs 

4) Add and mix cake crumbs with durian paste

5) Prepare mixture to achieve "Snowskin" for the mooncakes

6) Manage right portion of Snowskin and durian paste to get the end product !

Our boxes of handmade mooncakes :D

Okay, the above descriptions are somehow the shortcut version as i'm too lazy to elaborate on the full details. =X
Had lots of fun with Hanyun , HY's sis and Simin while making the mooncakes.
(Thank you Simin for guiding us)
intending to give the durian mooncakes to Bf's parents.
i hope they taste fine/nice! hehes.

Friday, August 19, 2011

End of Poly Life

*blows dust away*
Hello blogger/peeps!

Handmade candies for my IPP friends and colleagues :)
Oreo cheesecake, coffee and peanut butter flavour !
i know they don't look appealing~
but it's actually quite yummy ok ! XD

packaging for the candies

hehe! so cute right? love the smiley a lot :D

Did a simple photo frame for Vivian :)


will definitely miss our lunch ,dinner and gossiping sessions!

Heart shape cookie from Vivian :D

Favourite dessert during IPP days :
Ah boling peanut soup 

Woots!! Today is the end of my internship at IBM .
Finally completed the last lap of my poly life.
 Really glad that i managed to endure through everything,
conquering all the negative thoughts (such as giving up n quitting school) of mine.
been looking forward to this day for a long time already!
 However, i'm feeling kinda loss on the next step to take.

wanted to rant on the mix feelings i'm experiencing,
but words cant seem to express what/how i really feel.
filled with emptiness~
please let me go through this strongly.

deep down, i really envy those who are already moving on with their university life :'(

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Our 29th Months together :)

love this pic taken some weeks ago :)

I Love You 

Sunday, July 10, 2011

A step nearer to lead a normal life

New hairstyle day 3

Trying to get use to my new look.

breakdown at work on that very day.
didn't have enough courage to face everyone/ everything.
feel so useless/helpless at that moment when questions/stares are thrown at me.
Just could not handle at all.
thankfully, my supervisor is really understanding.

Although all that had happened is kinda harsh for me, 
i'm glad that i'm a step nearer to lead a normal life.
jia you mic 

 Thank you for all the encouragements,dearest friends! 
feel much better and stronger! :D

Friday, June 10, 2011

Will be waiting for you wholeheartedly,
Dearest Love

Faith will bring us through :)

its only the first day and i'm missing my dearest boy like crazy already.
somehow, i really wished that time could stop at that very moment .
awaiting for 24 June~!

PS : i wanna grow old with you <3