todae todae todae......went to watch the be$t bet..hmm quite nice lah...daddy laugh until like shit....hahaz...actually quite sian ar...sch goin to reopen laio....i think i should work harder in my sch. wrk....a term , a new me at least i hope so....cos kinda hate my old self...not really hate....just tt not very myself??but the cheerful part of me will not change ba...:D the old me is like dun really noe to make decision 4 myself...but i hope that i can change tis bad habit of me...haiz...sometimes i really wish to have a true friend...todae done a self test of a e-mail my friend sent....i realsie that i have no idea who is important to me in my life...i may have lots of friends...but...dunno jus feel kinda of empty...when thinkin ... who is my best friend??? i donno...but i wish i can really meet him/her one of these days in my sec. sch life....haiz...sometimes i really hate bds....but maybe my cca keep makes me to believe that tis sch is not veri bad after all....but sometimes i don really like my cca ...haha ...come to think of it , i m really veri bai chi ba...sometimes like sometimes don like....haiz...lame....actually i wish that i can type my heart out..(type out??)heh...but i scare that the ones who read my blog will think that i m very bad ...cos things that i feel will change very quickly...like i hate bds???and i will soon like the school....ya tts me..but i hope that i can change myself...haiz...nvm...i will work harder...hope that those who read my blog will give me some support...sometimes i will get hurt by words people said abt me...but sometimes i will not...n will soon forget abt it...but some i will not forget...complicatin(hope that sp is correct:P) huh??heh...update soon...gd luck to all whom is readin my blog...:)