went to SGH for my appointment in the morning..

daddy accompanied me there..

waited quite awhile for registration..

got to see the doctor next..

took tests for my neck..

(its like same as blood test but this time the test is taken on my neck)

super super painful =(

was really scared when i saw the needle..

closed my eyes during the "process" =xx

the doctor took the test twice !!

he said "since doing test ,its better to do a good one "

awww...

this means that i have to bear with double painess..

ahhh...

really phobia of needles now!!

will be going back sgh two weeks later for the results and further consultation from the doctor..

went to make payment..

omg..

super ex wor..

($120.50)

daddy fetch me home next and he rushed off to temple..

broke down during the journey back home...

was really upset on the things daddy said..

i really did try my best to prevent such situation..

giving in in everything i can...

(somehow.. loosing my stand too..)

but i'm just not being appreciated..

:'(

knowing that daddy already has a lot of troubles to be concerned,

i bottomed up all my saddness to mysef..

as i really dun want/wish him to bear anymore stress from the family..

but i guess i failed to do so today..

:(

haiz..

voicing out cant seem to slove the problem..

really in a loss of what to do..

am i really the one who is a fault?

can i too be selfish and care for myslef for once without having to feel guitly?

depressed ='(

hopes that everything will be ok..

-真的好委屈-