low blood count again.
its the third time now.
and my battle is postponed to next thursday.
although i knew it was just his concerns for me,
i still tend to feel irritated by the naggings from daddy.
which made me super guilty :(
awww...
he wants me to stay at home everyday.
when i have already cut off my time spent outdoors.
:(
sighs.
i really want to complete my battles asap too.
and not having the need to delay like a burden.
but i doubt staying at home is the solution to it as i will feel depress whenever i'm alone at home.

had many thoughts currently.
and i feel that
promises contain responsibilities.
so as
communication and trust being the key for a good relationship.


5 more battles to go.
trying my best to endure :)